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It's not easy trying to be sane, to watch and sit still When you know that deep within, your lungs are begging for a scream All so you can fit into the society, the same one that neglects you So you begin to wonder if there is any point to continue "Be yourself" That's the saying, right? So what's wrong in doing that And giving your personality a spot in the light The more you hide in the box, the more the cracks come Just add one more insecurity to that and it will breakout like a storm You're beginning to understand Not all doors can be walked through And starting to neglect one fact; They won't accept you
You had me chained up, c onstantly ready for you to use But I didn't care, I was ready to take in another bruise Young and dumb, I believed every lie you told Smitten by love, I bought every word you sold How stupid I acted, I cannot even comprehend How pathetic I was, I didn't want to believe your pretend "That's not true", I said. "He loves me" But you never came back, and I knew it was never meant to be I should have listened, they all told me to do what's right What did I say? "I'm ready to go under without a fight" Damn me, damn you; damn the thing called emotions What is wrong with me? Why do I do things irrationally? I won't sit and feel pity for myself, not anymore I don't care what part of me I live behind, I will fight my way out the door
Once again, sitting alone in the shadows Running through all the tribulations The name-calling and finger-pointing All the uncomfortable situations Being trapped while hoping for a rescue Hiding the pain is making it more unbearable Feeling un-beautiful beside peers With self-confidence left almost unrepairable Trying desperately hard to fit in with friends Did things they did to be 'interesting' Replaced true personality for acceptance Got left with lonely nights spent pillow-crying Just wanted to climb up the hierarchy But got left with less of my mind All hope is lost to find a soft space to land Praying it won't be too late while running out of time
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