Safe space

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 My mind

Is it my safe space or am I in bondage? 

Do my thoughts save me or take me in deeper?

Are they helping or putting me in more danger?

If I had the choice to leave, would I take it?

Will I sit here and drown myself in sorrow?

Remember all the hurtful words and bitter actions?

Open up my wounds and pour the salt in 

Or will I take my chance of survival?

Is salvation still possible or is it a dream?

Can I still get it?

Am I too late?

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