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You had me chained up, constantly ready for you to use

But I didn't care, I was ready to take in another bruise

Young and dumb, I believed every lie you told

Smitten by love, I bought every word you sold

How stupid I acted, I cannot even comprehend

How pathetic I was, I didn't want to believe your pretend

"That's not true", I said. "He loves me"

But you never came back, and I knew it was never meant to be

I should have listened, they all told me to do what's right

What did I say? "I'm ready to go under without a fight"

Damn me, damn you; damn the thing called emotions

What is wrong with me? Why do I do things irrationally?

I won't sit and feel pity for myself, not anymore

I don't care what part of me I live behind, I will fight my way out the door

Comments

  1. AnonymousJune 1, 2022 at 3:04 PM

    A story I can relate to

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  2. AnonymousJune 2, 2022 at 12:26 AM

    Funny how the thing called love cause the most pain 🙂❤️

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  3. AnonymousJune 2, 2022 at 11:45 AM

    Emotions!!!!

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  4. AnonymousJune 3, 2022 at 9:47 AM

    Something I can relate to
    Oh well
    Nice Poem 😊
    Keep it up 😉

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  5. AnonymousJune 4, 2022 at 12:25 PM

    Not anymore🤝‼️

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  6. AnonymousJune 14, 2022 at 12:52 AM

    I won't sit and feel pity for myself, not anymore

    I don't care what part of me I live behind, I will fight my way out the door

    ReplyDelete

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